Lyrics to Bella's Lullaby.

Lyrics to Bella's Lullaby.
I've been living life for long now
Never thought I'd meet you somehow
Never thought you'd be the one to make me live again
And I know
Right in your eyes
I'll love you
All my life
Everything about you tells me you're the one for me
You are now my life
You're the reason
That I dare
To exist
Oh my Dearest Bella
I now can't live without you
Even though our love may be impossible and wrong
I swear I'll always love you
I'll die if I lose you¸
You're the only one that
I would even care about
Dream of me in your sleep
Still I know we would meet

Count on me
I'm telling oyou
I'll keep u safe from harm
Please do know my Bella
You're always in my heart
And you'll know I love you cus' I'm playing you this song
Always know I'm with you each and every day that pass
We both know
Deep in our hearts
Our love
will truly last
Eevry word I tell you shows you how you mean to me
And as you wake each morning
you do know
That I am forever yours
Tell me Isabella
would you be mine forever?
Don't you know I love you more and more with each new day
And you knwo I don't sleep
so you know I don't dream
but if I did you know I'd always dream of you
Though I am inhuman you were never scared
you told em that you just simply didn't care
Don't be afraid dear Bella
I promise nto to hurt you
Don't you know I'd rather die than be with someone else
I still think about you even though I know you're mine
so you'll know
That you are
my only love
This song I made for you and this ywould be your lullaby
So hear me sing
And think of me
Bella Swan Think of me
And Dream




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# Online seit Mittwoch, 19. August, 2009 um 19:54

the last love letter he wrote

the last love letter he wrote
This is the last love letter this one boy wrote before he killed himself:

To the person I considered my soulmate.
When you came into my life,
I told myself I was gonna love you and never hurt you.
You were my best friend,
My love,
My everything.
Until one day,
You came and said
''I'm sick, I'm afraid I can't stay with you any longer''
I refused to believe you at first,
But when I saw those tears fell down your cheeks,
it spelled out the truth about how you really feel inside.
You were deeply hurt,
Yah I know,
I was hurt too.
You couldn't even look staright into my eyes when you said,
''it was too late!''
My life has changed at the very moment.
I just found myself on bended knees knealing.
I was down, completely.
But I had to be strong for you
At your worst
I was there for you.
Until the day had come for us to say goodbye
I knew it
but I just can't accept it.
If only I knew that was the last time
I should have held you and never let go.
The kiss, whisper, and embrace
It was the last
I could feel your arms falling down slowly
I knew you were gone.
I know you're happy now wherever you are
And me, here I am
Hurt
Broken
Those six long years
It's all gone now
How can I forget?
How can I start over once again?
I'm sorry if you see my life falling apart
I know I can't get you back
And I won't be seeing you for the rest of my life.
It has been more than a year now,
This has been the longest, most painful year I've ever lived
The sadness of the night brings back the days we had, the time you let go of me, and the moment that I surrendered you.
Even the silence reminds me of all the sorrow,
The pain
and my hopelessness.
Let me suffer in silence until I get over you.
Slowly, I can let you go.
and I will be me once again.
I will be keeping my promise,
I will move on
but you'll always be
A part of me.
hear me say this, one last time
I have found the essence of my life,
I have discovered a world that's beautiful
only because of you
My love
My misery
I'm letting go of you now
It's time to set myself free.
this is the hardest thing i will do
because I still love you
And this love
This is all I have.






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# Online seit Sonntag, 16. August, 2009 um 19:00

tear drops

tear drops
Did you ever notice, how a girl can look magnificent even when she cries?
But I don't get, why every time I cry, he stares at me and laughs.
And did you ever notice, that all the boys take care of girls like their angels from the sky?
But I don't get why, he hurts me so bad, and treats me like dirt.
I just don't get it
He's a perfect match
We have always been the closest ever
Best friends forever
But one day
He started treating me like dirt
and.
Well..
I just can't take it anymore
So I guess
I'm going to have to forget about him
But the thing is
I can't stop thinking about him
But ..
Really..
it's impossible
Well I guess I know what to do now
*She walks up to him and all his friends*

She says:
Listen you
I have to tell you something
In private if possible

He says:
Nah bitch
Say what you have to say here
I don't have all the day ya know

She says: Okay Fine
Well the thing is
I need to give you something

He says:
Okay, give it to me then

*She gives him a letter and says*

DON'T read it until you're alone, well, I know you're going to read it with your friends, and laugh your head off. But just don't read it until I left here.

*She leaves*

*He starts opening the letter, and everyone thinks he's going to show them, but he just closes the letter and leaves*

So, you see
He's sitting at home,
Wondering what should he do about the letter
And he thinks about all the rough times he gave her
He starts crying
So he runs out of his house and runs to her house
But..
She ain't home
So, he freaks out
And he runs all across their streets
and can't find her
But then
He remembers one spot, where they always used to be together.
He finds her there
She's laying on the floor
Her lips are slowly turning blue
He can't believe what he's done
He's become a murderer
But no..
She starts moving her finger
and he realizes she's freezing
So he takes his coat off
and raps her in it
And carries her home
And she slowly wakes up
And sees him sleeping next to her
She wakes him up angry
And asks him:
What are you doing here? How did you find me? Why are you sleeping next to me?

And he quickly replies:
I saved your life
Because I wanted to
I knew where you were.
Because you were shivering
and she says:
Well thank you, but I preferred to be dead now
So you can go away

And he says:
No I Won't move one inch

And she asks shocked:
Why? Because your feeling guilty?

And he says: No
Because I'm crazy in love with you
*and he slowly kisses her lips, She smiles, she falls back asleep. And in the morning, she sees he's still there , so I guess it's a happy ending *
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# Online seit Samstag, 01. August, 2009 um 17:03

Geändert am Samstag, 24. Oktober, 2009 um 16:55

the perfect boyfriend

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes
stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


<3
the perfect boyfriend
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# Online seit Mittwoch, 29. Juli, 2009 um 16:29

Things just pass threw my mind, and I never have a paper and pen near me to write them down <3

Things just pass threw my mind, and I never have a paper and pen near me to write them down <3


You can say your sorry, you can beg on your knees, you can ask for forgiveness for breaking my dreams , I'll just throw you away, like you pushed me in deep, I'll tare you to pieces, I'll make you believe .♥


what started as a whisper slowly turned into a scream <3


I thought you said it was easy, listening to your heart, I thought you said I'd be okay, so why am I breaking apart? <3


Time flies by, we all die <3


Dans tous mes soupirs, je ressens ton désir, je garde ton odeur, sur moi pendant des heures <3


Sometimes it's better to just get out of this dump isn't it?


He's got something special, he's got something special, and when he's looking at me I wanna get all sentimental, He could be the one ♥


As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can't explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. ♥


"Don't worry, nothing will tear us apart, don't worry no one will ever break your heart" that's the last thing I remember you saying, before you walked out my door .♥


Torn into tiny pieces by this nasty feeling of regret.


heartbroken little bitch, go cry somewhere else than in my dreams.


I'll just keep on waiting until our two worlds collide ♥


She always eats cake and throws up to be pretty <3


We've all been down that road before Searching for that something more Worlds spinning round There's no time for slowing down So won't you take a breath, just take a breath People change and promises are broken Clouds move and skies will be wide open So don't forget to take a breath ♥


So I dream bout you now and then, so I wanna kiss your lips, this hope keeps me hanging on to surreal truths, this is how I , I know that I'm not a part of your dreams, times made me see that it's easy for me, to pray for the truth and hope to achieve the love that I found in you ♥


uck what I did, was your fault somehow , fuck the presents I threw all that shit out, fuck all the crying, it didn't mean jack, well guess what Yo ,fuck you right back :D


"This time I decided that this has to end" she said to him, that was the last time anyone saw her. ♥


He spends his days in California, watching the stars on the big screen, and then he lies awake and he wonders, why can't that be me? Cus in his life he's filled with all these good intentions, he's left alot of things he'd rather not mention right now, just before he says goodnight, he looks up with a lil smile at me and he says, If I could be like that, I would give anything just to live one day in those shoes,♥


Bitches I hope you know.Bitches I hope you knwo I won't stop until I hit that hoe Baby come say hello and get your drunks ass over here let's bone ♥


Cus this time I won't think about it, I'll spread my wings, and fly off that roof, because I know that if I succeed to fly, I can go to a better place, and even if I don't succeed, I'll go a better place than this shit hole we call home. <3


This time I shall let go, Because I can't stand the pain of seeing those eyes everyday,and knowing they'll never be mine . ♥


This is just to inform you, one little thing I promise, So little you will remember it for the rest of your life, I promise it's really short, it's just three little words, that I have been dying to tell you for the past five years, those three little words, they go like this, I, Love, You ♥


For the first time there is a mercy in your eyes ♥


Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere among the bitterness ♥


You think you're so cool with all that shit around your neck, well you can fuck off and go die in hell seriously .


Shh, make this moment of Silence last forever ♥


She's falling, she's falling, someone catch her, no one there to catch her? Then I shall catch her ♥


"It hurts to know that you'll never remember the things I'll never forget."♥


I wait for you to come and save me I Hope that you will come and show me and tell me... That you cant take me off your mind That you were just scared to read the signs That we could actually be something more then friends in love Then I would tell all the things That I have been to let you know and we could actually be something more the friends in love ♥


Where are you now? When I need you the most. Why don't you take my hand? I wanna be close. Help me when I am down Lift me up off the ground Teach me right from wrong Help me to stay strong. Take my hand and walk with me. I need you to set me free. Yeah.. Where are you now? When nothing's going right Where are you now? I can't see the light.. ♥


Verslaving aan de ergste dingen in het leven , this time we shall hold on to our precious things, and try to forget those little white things that make you go crazy .. ♥


baby I know sometimes it's gonna rain, but can we make up now? Cus I can't sleep through the pain Girl I don't wanna go to bed mad at you, and I don't want you to go to bed mad at me ♥


daydreaming is much better than seeing the real life, all the pain in this world, when you could see your dream life just with a lil imagination ♥


I don't know if I could yell any louder, how many times have I kicked you out of here? or said something insulting? I can be so mean when I want to be, I am capable of doing anything, I can cut you in two pieces, when my heart is broken, Please don't leave me ♥


1 minute and the earth begins to shake, 2 minutes and my heart begins to break, another minute and she makes me feel brand new, that's just 3 minutes with you, 4 minutes and she's everything I see, 5 minutes and she's where I want to be, another minute and she makes everything feel brand new, I need 6 minutes with u ♥


If I say I hate you it really means I love you <3


When I met you boy my heart went knock knock Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop and even though its a struggle love is all we got And we gonna keep keep climbin till the mountain top your world is my world And my fight is your fight my breath is your breath And your heart (and now ive got my) ♥


I can't believe time passed right infront of my eyes, if I only knew it would be so quick, I would have prepared myself to catch it, now it's gone, and so are you, and now I miss you, and I always will ♥ ( life is a bitch, deal with it)


A LA MIERDA, REACCIONARIOS ME LA SUDA TODO LO QUE PUEDAS LADRAR SIEMPRE AM LA LIBERTAD... Qu difcil es hablar con la pared menguar tu estupidez, tu xenofobia, hacerte comprender que tu agresividad se puede responder con mala hostia ♥


hiding my tears, just making my sleeves wet, just so you don't think I'm weak, so you can't see you actually hurt me, everytime I see you, I just want to fall to pieces, but I'm stronger than this, I can fight This feeling ♥


oh sweetheart put that bottle down , you've got too much talent but boys will be boys oh yes they will ♥


you found me, when no one else was looking, how did you know where I'd be ? ♥


I don't love you, my heart just beats faster whenever you pass by ♥


it's not denial, I'm just very selective about the reality I accept ♥


Love is just another way of explaining my heart beats twice as fast when you pass me by ♥


life is hell,your my murderer, so come and kill me now ♥


run up to the roof, and scream, I can fly, I promise I can, trust me, let me show you how ♥


I'm tired of crying I'm tired of trying outside I'm smiling But inside I'm dying ♥


fuck all these tears, fuck all this crying, this doesn't mean shit to me anymore ♥


catch me when I fall, hate me when I'm not here at all, miss me when I'm gone, again, i'm going down in flames, i'm falling into this again, yeah goin down in flames, i'm falling into this again♥


can't fight the tearsn, when I think of your face, or your mind body and soul, can't fight the tears anymore, because I know, you're a thousand miles away ♥



tu t'endors et tu rêves, tu rêves d'un monde magique, et puis tu te réveille, et tu pense si seulement tu pourrais être dans ce monde magique, ou tout est parfait, ou tout le monde s'aime, et que rien ne change ♥


son las cinco de la manhana, y yo ne he dormido nada, pensando en tu belleza en loco voy a parar, , El insomnio es mi castigo, tu amor serà mi alivio, y hasta que no seàs mia no viviré en paz ♥


I can't stop the rain from falling, I'm drowning in these tears I cry ♥


You Adore your best friend and know what to say to him when he needs it the most! yup :)


Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky ♥


I will write you a song, that's how you'll know that my love is still strong, I'll write you a song, and you'll know from this song, that I just can't go on without you ♥


how could you think I could have ever forgotten you, just even one little seconed, when everything I see, everything I own, everything I smell, everything I touch, everything in total, reminds me of you ♥


life goes on, people keep on walking, but the day you left, my heart stopped beating, my clock stopped ticking, please come back, I need to catch up the wasted time thinking of you ♥


wanting something you lost because you loved it too much, makes you think about it, and wanting it even more ♥







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# Online seit Dienstag, 07. Juli, 2009 um 16:03

Geändert am Donnerstag, 09. Juli, 2009 um 16:52